Worship.

I sat down last night to write about how alone I feel when I walk into church. It’s amazing to me that even with all of the people I “know” from years past that I can still walk into that church and feel as though I know no one.

When the boys and I first started back at Rhema I dreaded it. It’s not so bad now but I do still have my moments. I’m good getting them into their classes but once those auditorium doors open and I walk in it takes everything in me not to turn and run.

I walk through the doors, smiling at the ushers the whole way down the aisles looking for a seat and once situated I have to make myself breathe. It’s gotten easier. Breathing comes more naturally now and I find myself able to chit-chat with the people around me which helps tons.

And then worship starts. And everything is okay. It’s just me and God.

When the music fades
And all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that’s of worth
That will bless your heart

I’ll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the ways things appear
You’re looking into my heart

I’m coming back to the heart of worship
And it’s all about You
All about You, Jesus
I’m sorry Lord for the thing I’ve made it
When it’s all about You
It’s all about You Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I’m weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath

I’ll bring You more than just a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You’re looking into my heart

I’m coming back to the heart of worship
And it’s all about You
All about You, Jesus
I’m sorry Lord for the thing I’ve made it
When it’s all about You
It’s all about You Jesus

It’s all about you
Jesus

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About Jenn

I am first and foremost a child of the one true King. I am a teacher, a student, a chauffeur, a cheerleader, a coach, a nurse, and a plethora of other things. I am a mom. I am a wife. I am loved. View all posts by Jenn

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